One thing that ’she teached me‘ when growing up is ‚fear‘.
And I hate this.
Beeing afraid of going outside, being afraid of driving a car, beeing afraid of going to the grocery store, beeing afraid of.. life?
Because she was- and is afraid of almost everything.
But I don’t want to think or feel like this.
It’s just not easy when you see and hear this all the time while growing up.